Friday February 10th

First off major fail on keeping up with this resolution. Next I feel like everyone is mad at me. Not a fun feeling to have in a house. I definitely should have said more during the whole meeting and I completely regret that now but honestly I feel nothing right now. Its not sad or relieved or anything. Ugh I'm very frustrated. Like honestly I just want this all to be done and I just want to go home. I'm actually considering commuting next year....there is a lot of estrogen and a lot to handle right now. I physically don't feel capable of doing this anymore.

I wish I could just go somewhere or talk to someone but nope thats not happening anytime soon. I haven't really told anybody about the situation and I honestly just cant.

Honestly I just don't know what to say right now. :(